I want to belief that the consciousness of a child , I mean every scene or scenario experience by a child at age six would definitely be remembered for the rest of his life. What an innocent little child he was! A good child that always follows the instructions of parents but the funny thing is, he can be very good at keeping secrets, "tell no one" and he would definitely make it a secret without the influence of external forces.
The poor little child knows nothing about life's game, with the mindset that keeping the secret of a friend, the more he earn the trust of his friend not knowing that it was the beginning of impunity, "stain on the heart". The poor child was introduced to copulation at age six with the same request, though in form of order,tell no one, and it remained a secret. What an interesting script! I had to dig up some information as to what kind of sexual satisfaction a boy far from puberty would derive from copulation at such a tender age, then I discovered it's nothing but a waste of time, anyway, what is done is done, hoping for a better ending.
The word "ÓSÀ" is a Yoruba dialect, it is a river name, the river can be as still as anything you can ever imagine, always giving a laminar flow unlike "OKUN" that gives a turbulence flow, ÓSÀ can be very accommodating to the extent of discharging any debris into it, OKUN will retard any form of pollutants thus, making it having a clean body. ÓSÀ, a very dirty river.
The poor boy survived the immorality even though the scenario happened up to two to three times, though still maintaining his innocence as a status.
The poor boy now getting familiar with the game of life at puberty but still a kind of person that would do anything to please friends and Yes! He does please friends even to his own detriment and whenever he's in need of a friend, no one come to his rescue, he eventually realise he's just leverage to other people's(friends) needs.
Still with the mindset of building circle and influence for it can be very dangerous to be alone. Why should he keep quiet when a wrong is done at him? He never do wrong in return but still maintain the friendship, why? Probably he doesn't want to offend a friend, why? To be loved? I don't get it.
When it comes to reputation. OKUN has it than ÓSÀ, out of inability of ÓSÀ to condemn wrong done at it gives it an overview of eyesore but with OKUN, the reputation is there as you cannot approach it with impunity. (OKUN, Yoruba dialect, its also the name of a River). TO BE CONTINUE.
I think I do learn from the poor boy's story.
Tell people off when they approach you with things they can't accept.
Why keeping a friendship when you know you'll get hurt in the process?
Letting people approach you with different sorts of things, then you should prepare for the worse, for they already know what your reaction is going to be, a dagger in the heart; from that, I think it's great to be unpredictable, a kind of Power, for people would be careful of kinds of things they approach you with.
Yeah! We are born alone, we live alone and we die alone, only in love and friendship can we realise we are not alone. If a friendship doesn't work out just let go and try another, like I said, you just have to be careful of people you make friends with and I believe there are lot of good heart out there that is worth making friends with.
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